Karl has very low self-esteem. You have inner weakness. You reveal a lot about yourself when you write something, it all shows. Your post was very desperate. You just revealed more about yourself. Your writings tells me where you're at. Do not think i don't know, i know. Nothing gets by me. I know that you know too. You are very fragile. I like you, but you force me to reveal you. I'm here to build you up, not tear you down. I'm going to make some very harsh posts from now on too, not just for you. I've been way too nice actually. I've started to become even more fulfilled by life and much more fearless. A very recent event of concentrated pain triggered this new threshold i've walked through. I'm reaping the benefits, i'm starting to reap what i have been sowing. I wish it for everyone. I never give any negativity first anymore (it's impossible, my mind doesn't allow me to do it, even if i wanted to do it) because i don't have negativity stored up in my mind. I have layed down my burden.
That is why i never tell the harsh truth about Clemens, Illu, Lockwood, Luke and other people here. They never give me any negativity. I give them the truth the easy way, i just put it out there, for people to research and check for themselves if they want to. From now on, if you give me any negativity, i'm going to demolish you completely, i'm going to reveal you, tell the harsh truth about you. I give back negativity mixed with truth. I can give negativity purposely, without being affected and thrown off my center, i do it effortlessly. I don't like doing it, but that doesn't mean i am not going to enjoy it, like i enjoy everything else. I'm like life itself, i'm a mirror. You get what you give. I create balance. I do it to teach you a lesson, just like life itself contantly teaches you. I do it with complete effortlessness. My intentions are always good, even when i'm forced to give you back negativity. If you teach her like a bitch, she is going to treat you like a bitch. That's why people say "life is a bitch" You are the fucking bitch here. So when i give any negativity, now you know why.
I actually like everyone, even Goose and Karl. I see the good and bad in everyone. I'm like a relentless discerning eye, completely objective and centered. I just do what i have to do. I would treat Karl or Goose very well if they visitted me. I'd make food for them, give them my complete attention, hang out and play GE and talk light subjects, unless you project any of your stored up mind BS negativity on me, then you are asking for it, and i am forced to cancel it out, create balance. We can have fun in real life, on here it's strictly business. My posts are going to get a lot harsher over time as i'm going to evolve more. You don't have the slightest idea how it's going to be LOL. My goal is to get banned completely from these boards. I want to see how much people will be able to handle. Do not even try to debate me or give me any of your stored up negativity, i will demolish you. I see every hidden intention. Do not think i'm aware who is doing it and when they are doing it, i know.