Actually, i just read all the posts and only me could have written that. It reflects my level of awareness. I can see why and how i wrote it and how true it is. I don't remember anything about writing on these boards yesterday. Really weird shit is happening in my life very recently. Something very subtle yet powerful is starting to speak through me. It is God/Life itself. I never take any credit for my writings, i am just an ordinary guy, a fool who can channel the truth. It feels weird, but i know it is the most ordinary thing, because what is more ordinary than being reborn to life/the present? It is simply "that which is" everything that truly exists. Big things are startening to happen. Really fucking big things. I wish this for everyone. I am working on it relentlessly every day, so that other people can reap the benefits i am reaping right now, although i am not forcing things. I'm letting life unfold with no attachments to results or anything in the physical world.
People will think i am too worried about other people's lifes. The opposite factor again (usually when you look for the opposite of what mankind thinks is true, you find the truth) I am actually only thinking about myself, all the time. I am a very selfish person, why not? From my very own perspective, nothing else matters. It should be the same for you, because you will evolve fast, rather than being busy with extensions of the root of the problem (your own mind) and you will be able to help people for the first time. In your ultimate selfishness you will find your ultimate selflessness. I help people by pointing in the right direction, show them their bridge that they will have to walk themselves eventually, because helping others is what makes me evolve. Everything i do is indirectly for myself only, like the post i am writing now.