If you're worried about being accepted by the community you need to play and get sick times end of story. It's what bonds the majority of us here. I'm familiar with who you are and you're an alright dude but until you play and grind you won't have anything in common with everyone here I suppose. I notice a lot of new people who join people never seem to pay attention to what they post or anything. I guess you have to make a name for yourself or something. It's weird we are a very tight community. It has to do with killing yourself to get good times because then you earn respect. It's about having something in common and earning other players respect. If you suffer like we have people notice and the respect comes.
Cheers